m'kay @ 12:32 am
Current Mood: conflicted
looks like i'm heading back to the mainland in about a month. for good. (well, at least for a while.) my mom's supposed to be sending me some $$$ for moving expenses. actually, i'm making her some jewelery and selling it to her in exchange for moving costs. yesh, my mummy loves me. thank god. otherwise i'd be stuck here for god knows how long. the boi and i have devolved into room mates rather than s.o.'s, and we're both okay with that, but it's kinda weird. truly i think that he hasn't really accepted the fact that i'm moving back to cali and we're not going to be together anymore. he's talking about possibly moving back to slo and living with his parents till he "gets his finances together," whatever that means. 34 and moving back in with mom and pop...that's soooo scary sounding to me. i kinda feel like smacking him and yelling, "GROW UP ALREADY!" but obviously it's not my place to do that. personally, i just can't wait to get back to cali, get a functioning jewelery studio up and running, and doing my own thing again. although i do have to say that hitting the dating-malaria-infested-omg-it's-scary-a
nd-shallow-pond is none too appealing at all. guess ya gotta take the bad with the good, huh?